Why?

Why Am I doing a blog you may ask. The reason is simple, for the past four years, I have been writing a daily journal for my Mistress, yes don't look so shocked, I am an owned slave, or at least I was until yesterday morning. I was released by her yesterday morning, because I was not living up to her expectations. I am hurt and angry, but not at her, at myself for not doing what I am capable of doing. Not performing up to my level of competences. I am a strong smart beautiful woman, but I am horrible on time management, and because I was too lazy or scared, I actually think scared is a better term. I always completed my personal assignments and hardly ever got her assignments done. I never planed my time properly.


Am I hurting, yes I am! Will I survive, Yes I will!!! Will I learn and grow, most definitely!!! Will I earn my place back as her slave, I really hope so and will not give up trying to improve myself, not for her, but to make myself a better person and slave!


So I will be writing, this journal every night, the same as if I was still writing it for my beautiful friend and former Mistress. It will be my thoughts, ideas, both good and bad, and some humor thrown in to boot.


So please join me on my journey as a slave and butterfly in transition!!!